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Caroline
04:03
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If you could see what’s inside of me, you’d be shaking too with anxiety
This light you breed feels so comforting, and in saving you would you die for me?
Would you die for me?
With this light you breed, makes you blind to me.
If I find the key, would you tell the truth? Would you lie to me?
I’ve been shown a life I can’t describe, I bet once you open up your mind!
I’ve been more than focused on your eyes
I’ve been more than broken Caroline
It’s been too hard for me, too hard to see once you’re too far from me
This duality, to prophesied, I need two prophecies somehow.
At night somehow you haunt me
I need you now, somebody
I can’t stop, too far along, too far along
Time won’t stop, we’re too far along, so let’s fly along
She said focus on the moment, that you noticed it my love.
Just hold me then just sing me a song, I’ll sing along”.
I said
I’ve been shown a life I can’t describe, I bet once you open up your mind
I’ve been more than focused on your eyes
I’ve been more than broken Caroline
Said show me your lies, show me your truth baby, show me your eyes
Can’t you look up at the stars and tell I don’t need no one else, I need you to myself
Now that you’re broken, pick up the pieces, put them in motion
‘Til I started starting sinking, then gave up breathing, became the ocean
I still can’t believe it was all a dream just wake up and see it
Was stranded at sea but instead of thinking I started floating inside, inside my mind
Just sober up to hold the trust, let go of us sometimes
Adolescence, don’t make me question
You’ve been so restless, so just take a breath in
So much resentment to just count my blessing
And with your investments and your evil intentions
Said what would you do if you were me, when we all seem confused in this unity?
Dreams don’t true for me, yeah ain’t shit new to me, but never knew the sounds of hate could play out so beautifully
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2. |
Constellation
04:45
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Can’t you take your life like a rock star
Take drugs, I hate love and cop cars
We breakup, we makeup it’s not hard
And I knew you would stay
It’s really you in the rain
And who’s gonna save us
We lose everything
And who’s gonna paint all our bruises today
Still viewed unstable
We’re human okay
And you cannot change us
No
You left us here with no care, it’s no fair
So, don’t drown our hearts, we belong here
We don’t fall apart; we stay strong here
And I wish you would stay
It’s really you I would save
And you were my savior
You knew everything
But you let your anger
Get too in the way
Translucent by nature
Turn blues into grey
You would lose in the rain
Beautiful faces, it snows here
And even ‘til this day, no one goes there
Either you never left
Or you never knew
That beyond your pain, you’re incredible
Beyond the rain, there’s a better view
That beyond your pain, there’s a better you
You’re a star
You rock star, you rock star
Don’t you fall apart, wear your scars
Can’t you wear your heart on your arms
They never stitched us, still bleeding
A lot of voices still screaming
A lot of questions but still not a reason
Still abused and ashamed
It’s really you and these chains
Confused by an anchor, refused to escape
Excuse me I’m late, but the blue in my face
Like tattoos, skin like paper, I’d choose an array
It’s really you in my veins
Either you never left
Or you never knew
That beyond your pain, you’re incredible
Beyond the rain, there’s a better view
That beyond your pain, there’s a better you
You’re a star
You rock star, you rock star
Don’t you fall apart, wear your scars
Can’t you wear your heart on your arms
There’s too many constellations
And too many complications
I lose when I’m contemplating
And it’s true I’m Intoxicated
Can’t you sink like needles into your arms
You rock stars, you rock star
Don’t you fall apart, wear your scars
Can’t you wear your heart on your arms
And sometimes I lay down and I’d look at the clouds
Only now they look back at me
And I know that by now, if I don’t make you proud
It was good ‘cause it’s good for me
Airplanes don’t fly
We’re just on the ground
Her skin is white
My skin is brown
My chains don’t shine
They just hold me down
You don’t shed light
I’m just lonely now
I get up every day, how could I fall
But fuck it, you know time will tell it all
Gather thought and only write it on the wall
Paranoid yet again
It’s really you I depend on
Baby let me tell you
Every time I felt you
And every time I held you
It all came clear to me
Crystalize in my hand, yet you slip in the dark
Deceive me again, yet I’d pay for your art
The finest of paintings get lost
In your forest creating yet more of your paintings
Found a beautiful portrait of me
You paint a beautiful whore out of me
I promise you
When God takes one thing, he gives you another
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The Decline
04:14
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Let’s go
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Baby don’t go
We ran out of hope and that’s for sure
But I made it back now
Just made a rack now
And we should make it last now
We could drown, we could sink or swim
But for right now can we play pretend
I hope your proud of me now
Been holding my weight ‘til my face hits the ground
I gave my all
I gave my all
I gave my all
And sometimes I reach out to heaven
And sometimes he just hits decline
And why do I feel like a peasant
Guess sometimes it’s all in your mind
And baby it’s half past eleven
So hold out your hand one more time
And oh what a beautiful presence
Before I should meet my demise
Remember I was broken down
Who’s gonna pull me out
This groupie up in my face, she wanna be Gucci down
But I’m not folding right now
It seems that my heart’s been the coldest right now
And sometimes it’s hard to believe it
And sometimes I can’t find a reason
And yet I’m focused right now
Still can’t find a place where my soul is right now
And sometimes I reach out to heaven, sometimes
And sometimes he just hits decline, why
And why do I feel like a peasant
Guess sometimes it’s all in your mind
And baby it’s half past eleven
So hold out your hand one more time, time
And oh what a beautiful presence
Before I should meet my demise
And how can you just separate me as of lately now
Oh how can you just a feather weight me as of lately now
Oh how can you just separate me as of lately now
Oh how can you just a feather weight me as of lately now
Oh, oh, oh God
And sometimes I reach out to heaven, oh God
And sometimes he just hits decline, why
And why do I feel like a peasant
Guess sometimes it’s all in your mind
And baby it’s half past eleven
So hold out your hand one more time, time
And oh what a beautiful presence
Before I should meet my demise
Just one more time
Just one more time
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Malxolm Brixkhouse Brooklyn, New York
Malxolm Brixkhouse (Née Malcolm Brickhouse) has emerged from his early work with childhood band, the internet sensations, Unlocking The Truth in order to craft a truly one of a kind project. Even as Unlocking The Truth dissolved, Malxolm Brixkhouse started plotting his musical future. ... more
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